turn of events

i wear my heart on my sleeve quite frequently.
and i fall in love real fast.
but when i find that guy i just wanna be with
everything seems to go wrong. all wrong.
and i don't know what to do about it
so i isolate myself from every man i've ever loved
and i hide.
i hide in my closet.
i hide in the dark of my room.
i hide where no one can find or save me.
i hide.
would you help me?